I’ve seen so much horrific shit since Russia invaded Ukraine in 2014 that it weighs heavily on me.

It’s second hand of course, I can only imagine the suffering people have been through, but the work we’ve done monitoring the situation on the ground has really affected me in a way that Syria, Iraq, Afghanistan hadn’t. That’s not that they were in any way better, it’s just that that every second of it wasn’t captured, uploaded, and analysed.

I need a rest from it, but I fear the worst if we look away.